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ok. The stressful period is starting to come. i tot i was out from hell n being to the lala land. but jux got blasted with a pieces of news during the 2hrs long meeting earlier on. out of A&P. now i'm a full product. holding india since i'm in here. the news i got was, that i'll be taking Taiwan, colombo, srilangka, bali, maldives, and mauritius on top of my india. ARGH!!! tts like triple times of my current work load. WTF!! its like within a day, my whole life in the company went thru a total change. how the hell am i goin to handle it? well!! no choice i'll still have to do it. NO MATTER WHAT! until the day i leave. otherwise i'l juz hav to stick to it. damn it!!! there's so many things to do. wats more there's a roadshow coming, a mega travel fair and not to forget the NATAS. all within the mth of mar. n i'm also goin to India for a FAM trip in Feb. n with cny coming, where the hell m i goin to have enough time to settle everything for the fair. How i wish i was given 48hrs a day. hai... Now it will be OT time! think last time i got my OT pay it was ard my salary. think this time if i were to work OT like mad, it may even be more den my pay now. its a good thing. i'll get more money to spend if i get to go for the venice trip. that is IF! but den again, if i dun get to go, i'll save up all the damn money n treat myself to a short tour. i think i'll need it. its like everythin was juz thrown to me. i'll need to knw the destinations n i'll need to do all the sales kit. ARGH!!! how m i goin to survive. can anyone pls advise me on that? ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mama... i wan to stay home n b ur gd ger, can? hai... well. this is juz workin life. i'll juz hav to do it. so i'll treat myself to a hav fun till i drop weekend. otherwise i dun think i'll hav time for all this in the next 2 to 3 mths. oh god. please let me survive thru this. |
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Happy new Year. Its another new year with new resolution. Hopefully a new beginning. Well! life is always as usual. juz let me quickly summarise up the past nearing 1 whole mth of events. on the 9Dec went to a pub for Zao's bday. had a great time. den on the 16dec went back to the same pub for alex's bday. den 25dec = x'mas stay at home. 30dec went to kbox with colleagues. 31dec = new year eve, had the highest fever ever in life, 38.8 degree cel n still went to MOS regardless. i knw i'm crazy but i juz cant help it. n MOS sucks. never goin to step in there ever again. took lots of pics will post it up soon when the server is more stable. ever since that taiwan earthquake, server hav not being functioning properly. den this coming sat afternoon will b goin to bkk. yes yes! i knw. bkk juz had a bomb. but i dun care. i juz wan to shop. tix, hotel everythign being paid for. so if u never ever see me in this blog ever again please try to find my tombstone n offer me purple tulips n black roses ok. den after the thailand trip will be sloggin for the travel fair. once the travel fair is over, hopefully will b able to go venice, london with leonard. hope he keeps his promise. otherwise i will feel like smackin him upside dwn. anyway hav being feelin a barrier between my buddy n me. wonder its my problem or his. i think its his seriously. i wan to get close to him cos i kind of fancy him. but tts not the main pt, but he's a challenge to me. to break that barrier he created to protect himself from being hurt. i used to b like this. but i learn how to let go. i wonder if he will ever learn. hai... if i were to break thru, i will b so damn happy. he's such a nice guy. but he's being hurt too much. i feel so sad for him. really! i really think he shldnt be hurt in such a way. its juz so unfair. well!!! hopefully i'll be his survior. haha.. think too highly of myself le. but still i hope he will be revived. hehe. but i will giv myself till the trip. once till den he's still not revived den i'll giv up le. i dun wan to feel this barrier. feels like he's my acquaintant like that instead of my buddy. hate tt lo. hai.... |
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MiCh3Ll M. [L]eft``To The Path Of HeR Dreams`` | 5:24 PM |