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love this pics man... its taken with moi best frien, michelle. met up with her yesterday. i think this is the 1st neoprint we took together ba. everything juz seems so sweet n perfect... if i'm not wrong, 2 yrs back my gang took a couple of pics together but its still not as good as this one. den michelle said this ' its the ppl that counts, not the backgrd or design.' well!!! its kind of true la... haha..... (guys no offense ah...) ok will stop here.. need to take a rest le. since last nite till now i didnt really get enough slp. so pls do enjoy the pics k? love you guys!!! Taken on 26 December 2005...     |
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its 4 am in the morning. and here i'm updating my blog when my bro is outside playing mahjong with his sec sch friends. well!!! i'm suppose to slp but i didnt. so tempted to hav a game of mahjong that i insisted on keeping myself awake... anyway here's a neo print that i took with lionel on fri.  den i'll b updating my blog with the neo print that i took with michelle soon.... juz went out with her in the evening. when to watch the family stone. quite a nice n touching show. a show abt how a family come together to accept one another. oh ya! this afternoon i was actually goin thru some of my stuffs, cos need to do some spring cleaning. den i come across all the things that kok hong gave me. bring back lots of memories. kind of miss it. so i dropped him a msg, asking how is he. after that we chatted on the phone for more den an hr. somehow i still think that he's the one who knw me the best. he knws wat i want, wat i expect and wat i desire. juz feel that he's like my soul mate. but den again he's no longer mine. really miss him. miss the times whereby we were together. but its all the past. den after readin thru the diary that i made for him. some feelings did come back. sweet memories started to flow back. den all of a sudden i felt my heart ache. wondering y is it that i'm such a failure. its like i can never seem to be able to keep the guy that i love by my side. in fact i'll b able to keep those that i dun love as much by my side, to stay by me thru thick n thin. its juz so unfair. i wan to settle down but i juz dun think i can. well! i'm juz a normal ger who wans to be love by someone whom she loves as well... is it that difficult?? i dun think so. but yet here i'm, being single n cant find someone suitable to share my love life.... how is that possible??? hai... anyway, i'm starting to accept wat is given to me. so even though kok hong n me cant be together, i'll gladly accept him as my frien. but frankly speaking, after chattin with him earlier on, somehow i feel that he still has feelings for me. but den again i may be overly sensitive le... whichever is the case, i'll still treasure him as my friend. dun see a point in losing a frien who knws me so well.... so juz keep it as it is.. ok got to run. goin back for my mahjong game. wish me all the best. n hopefully i'll be able to stay awake ltr for wk... oh dear, m having a terrible headache now... juz wish that everything will be fine. take care my friends, n will see u soon on my blog again... hehe..... |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU MY FRIENDS!!!! MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE, AND MAY THIS CHRISTMAS B A JOYFUL AND MEMORABLE ONE.... haha... its exactly 12 am n i'm at home updating my blog. sounds so unbelieveable but its the truth. i'm so sick of squeezing ard with ppl. all the human jam in town. i think i would rather spend some peaceful time at home. den on new year's eve, i'll celebrate with my best friends. [so michelle hav you decided on the location?] hehe... actually thinking back i think this is one of the best christmas i had. on thur, i went shopping with rena at taka during lunch time. meet up with michelle at bugis after wrk. on thur alone, i spend abt $500. buying christmas present for my gang, parents, my real bro, colleagues, and some stuffs for myself. bought accessories for my gang, sweets for my colleagues, the most expensive watch i ever get for my dad, bag for my mum, shirt for my bro, some ornaments for my room, a watch for myself n 2 nice bells for my dogs. on fri, i was havin half day so, i went to wrk happily thinking that everything will be fine. but when i was at wrk, every thing was more den juz 'fine'. i received so many gifts frm nearing all my colleagues that i feel so pai seh. cos i only got 2 gifts for rafeah n shirley. so i rush down to market place at paragon to get nearing a dozen packs of 3 ferrarro rocher for the rest of my colleagues. den had gifts xchange as well. got a cute tea set. after that went to taka to buy some more presents to give it to my colleauges at my previous wrk place as i'll goin over to visit them. was carrying 2 big bags of gifts here n there. after the visit i met up with lionel, my 'bro' at cine. bought tickets to watch the promise. had dinner at taka n shop for more stuffs b4 catching the movie. bought 2 braclets, a pair of shoes, n a bag... spent abt another $100. so all in all i spend abt $600 within 2 days. haha... thats abit too much lo.. but i dun mind. cos its a once in a yr kind of thing. n its the first time i shop till i'm so tired that i cant seem to keep myself awake. imaging i did almost all my shopping for presents within 3 hrs(referin to thur). i spend abt $450 within that 3 hrs lo.... but i'm really very satisfied with wat i've got. really very satisfied. so ok la... at least all the shopping n money has not gone to waste. the most important thing is, the presents that i gav out, everyone seems to love it. hehe... juz the look on their face really brightens up my day n make me feel that the money is so worthwhile. haha.... anyway i think this yr ends quite well, although i've to end it being unattached. being so long since the last time i was single when i celebrated christmas. i think that was when i was sec 2 or sec 1 ba. even though so that time i wasnt in sg. i never celebrated christmas in sg since young till when i was in sec 4 ba... haha... consider myself quite lucky. at least i've had a white christmas b4. haha... so this yr is also not bad. at least i got to enjoy myself in shopping. so somehow god is quite fair... anyway hav to start clearing my room. goin to paint my room next wk. so hopefully by cny my room will be nicely done up le.. bought alot of ornaments to decorate my room. so shld b quite nice ba. oh ya! need to go ikea also le... hai... so many things to do. so tml will try to clear my room. mon go out for movie with michelle. tue working OT. wed dinner with my cousins. thu having app with my mum. fri slack at home. sat celebrating ny. oh ya! n guys, take a look at my pics below. its a gathering for michelle's bday with the usual gang. some are actually quite funny. some unexpected shots were taken very naturally. especially those that did not face the camera. they were candid shots. so pls appreciate it ok. tkc. and enjoy this beautiful christmas... |
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finally its nearing christmas. a new year is coming. juz cant seem to wait for it. oh ya n michelle's bday is comin soon too... haha... so many events... every wk there's sth to look forward to. last thu was asked to attend a D&D. a navy D&D, to b a partner of my gal friend's bf's friend. haha... went for a site inspection at raffles hotel 1st den after that he came to pick me up to go for the dinner. at raffles hotel, the rooms are fantastic, unbelieveable huge n expensive too... can u imagine paying abt nearing $700 for a normal suite and $1200 for the presidential suite for a nite? but i seriously dun mind paying for it juz to experience the feelin of living like a royal for one nite. anyway after that i went to river view for the dinner. the min i sat down for my dinner, we(harry, the guy n me) were being sumon up to the stage for the game, seriously enjoyed myself. den nearing the end of the dinner he actually won the lucky draw, an ipod nano. he wanted to gav it to me. n i nearly accepted it. but den as i said nearly, so i didnt accept it. wat an lucky nite... after that we went to mdm wong n enjoyed ourselve den went home le... after that we arrange to meet up on sat again for dinner. b4 that on fri i was on mc, kind of feelin ill so stayed at home the whole day, wanted to rest well, who knws my bro keep pestering me to go to devils. so in the end at 1 am i took a cab dwn. when i was there i met kenneth n terrence there. so all in all i had 3 grps of friends. kept running abt den in the end i was left alone at devils. all of them went off with out informing me thinkin that i was with another grp of friends. hai... but fortunately i met another grp of frien at the end n so we went back together. haha...... sat went to causeway pt to shop with my mum den meet up with harry n went for dinner. after meetin so many guys for the last few mths. finally met a guy whereby i'll b able to feel comfortable with even if we do not talk to one another. he's not good looking at all, in fact the 1st time when i saw him, i'll rate him as below average. but after lookin at him the 2nd time, he's actually not that bad. he's the kind whom u'll need to giv a 2nd look. anyway he's a very nice n coinciderate guy. kind of hav a good impression of him. mayb its time to forget n start anew. being wanting to start anew but its not that easy. somehow he makes me reconcider my previous decision. haha..... but i think he's not really interested in me ba.... haha.... anyway looking forward to thu to meet jess den fri meet up with michelle for her bday gathering, den sat the new sofa is coming, next wk hav to meet up with 2 of my mum's supplier for sales appointment, fri will b office christmas celebration, sat's christmas eve,the wk after will be new year celebration den dental app den after that will b hari raja den cny. after that i've another 2 more wks n i'm done with my attachment... haha.... time pass by so fast. love it man. juz cant seem to wait for my attachment to end. haha.... so now my life is juz abt lookin forward for my attachment to end. really cant wait for it man... i hereby wish all my friends a merry christmas and a happy new year. may this season b joyful n memoriable..... |
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juz finish sweepin n mopping the floor. never would i hav predicted myself to do this. but now i'll juz hav to accept it. jenny was gone for coming to a yr. really kind of miss her. missing her complains abt y is it that my room is always in a mess n that she has to clean it up for me... hai... wat can i do?? now i'll hav to clean it up myself. feel damn tired. was up the whole of last nite, dance the whole nite. frm 11 till 545... 6 hrs 45 mins straight. stop occasionally for drinks. suddenly i realised that i'm not the old me whereby i'm not afraid anything or anyone at all. in fact last nite at dbl o i was scared like mad... initially i was there with jess(a last min arrangment) den we were dancing till abt 1am den she left leaving me there all alone.... after that all the ang mos start to come towards me. fortunately i met a couple of my ex-customers frm xchange, steve n robin. steve was den dancin with me but after awhile he went off, den i saw robin n i started to dance with him as well. of a sudden i realised that he's not as great as i think he is. den i met another jess(my bro's frien), she introduced lots of guys to me, ppl whom i'm not interested at all. dance with her for awhile after which i was left to dance alone again. den out of nowhere an ang mo started to dance with me which i was very reluctant to den a guy came to save me. he kind of saw how awkward i was so he intruded in. the ang mo was actually quite drank so he was dancing in a manner that's quite 'funny' n guess what he accidentally push one of the guys off the stage n next moment he also manage to push me off the stage, fortunately the guy that intrude in manage to grab hold of me b4 i fall... damn thankful for that. after that we started to dance with one another den i realised that half way thru dancing he'll take out a piece of tissue to wipe off his sweat which i was quite surprised. cos i dont expect a guy to carry tissue with him n will take the initiative to wipe off their own sweat. not many guys will do that. n i was kind of attracted to that initiative. cos frm wat i realised guys tend to perspire alot when they dance n they dont wipe their sweat off, n when they dance with us gers, we will tend to feel disgusted. well! at least thats how i feel la... anyway was quite attracted to him, somehow he makes me feel safe n secure. as long as he's ard he makes me feel safe. after that thru out the whole nite, we only hav eyes for one another. we will both stay at the dance floor n dance with one another, den he told me that i tend to attract ang mos, which was quite true last nite. i told him that i actually prefer asians to ang mos, i jux duno y, i really do prefer asians now. den when everything ended i cant find all my friends, so i was all alone at the stage den the ang mos started to approach me n he stood there at the side n look at me silently askin me if i need his help. without sayin much to the ang mo i walk over to his side n he said this to me, ' see i told you so. u attract alot of ang mos lo.' i was like ya la ya la, but its not sth that i wanted. duh! after that we went out together but i need to get some things frm sky, one of the employees of dbl o so using hand sign i told him to wait for me outside, so i think he may misinterpred wat i mean, so in the end he left 1st cos we were actually plannin to go devils together. was kind of upset cos we didnt manage to stay in contact cos we are juz too proud to ask for each others no. hai... but its ok, if we are fated to knw one another we will meet again. oh ya! this comin wed will b his bday, i hereby wish him all the best, n may all of his dreams come true. den after that i saw alvin outside dbl o den we went to devils together, by right shld b goin to devils with sky but i'll hav to wait for him so i tot of goin over 1st with alvin. went devils, i saw meifeng (my old clubbin kaki) didnt really talk much n i ended up dancing alone. while dancing there's this irritating guy who doesnt knw the meaning of 'fuck off' n so he kept sticking to me... hated him... feel so disgusted. but anyway did enjoy myself. oh ya n i realised sth. actually i kind of enjoy dancing alone. its like when i dance alone i dun hav to accommodate the other party, especially the guys. i dun mind dancing with a grp of ppl but not one to one. dun really like the idea of dancing with guys, really hav to accommodate the way they dance. but i thin i'll love dancing with my bf cos i think we can really get very close n its like a way of stating that we only belong to one another ba. haha... anyway for now i'll juz indulge myself with the enjoyment of dancin alone ba.... |
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