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My Zodic~~ Taurus (April 21 - May21) Stubborn and dependable, you are blessed with a bullish steadiness, which is ur very own. Ruled by Venus A Feminine Negative Fixed Earth Sign Polar or Opposite Sign: Scorpio 1. Me as a Woman: - You have more moral and emotional courage than many a tough male, but you have enough confidence in your own sex to let your man be the boss. - When you run across someone you dislike, you don't start a big campaign to destroy him. You show frigid indifference to your enemies, but if you count someone as a friend, you'll be loyal through all ups and downs. Your perspective normally remains straight and true, with no twists and turns. You can be a tower of strength. You're seldom demanding, except in the area of loyalty, and your disposition is generally even, down-to-earth and pleasant. 2. My Love Sign --> Cancer Sweetness is your best recipe. You are extremely responsive, and if a tender glance comes with champagne and roses, the better. You value material pleasures, and would live to share them with your lover. Security and possessions are important to you, and someone who provides these things will quickly make it to the top of your list. 3. Me in Relationships You are committed, and make a wonderful partner. You take your time, and a slow and steady courtship is more your style. This quality alone is enough to win people over. You enjoy a close relationship, and the affection and intimacy this provides. You are also strong enough to be the power in a relationship. You do love being pampered, and regular gifts will keep you interested. 4. One must know the rules when dealing with Taurus 4.1. What you should do: - Perfect the art of whipping up a gourmet meal. And top it with candlelight and romantic music. -Share quality time with your Taurus. Five-minute meetins when you have something else in mind will not work. When you give time to the Taurus, give all of it. -Be assured of a shoulder to cry on. The Taurus will support you through thick and thin, no matter what. -Be generous with compliments. Your Taurus loves being appreciated and noticed, and all it takes is some of your time! - Learn to be patient. There are times when the bull will let off steam, and target everything in his path, which includes you. Wait for the storm to blow over. 4.2 What you should not do: -Try not to be unpredictable. The Bull loves stability in life, and any attempt to upset the apple cart will only send him scurrying. -Don't push your opinions on your Taurus lover. The Bull loves being in charge of a situation, don't deprive him of the feeling. -Don't be frivolous. The Taurus prefer a steady relationship. If you don't want to carry on, say so. Don't break hearts. -Suggesting a financial plan to a Taurus can be a sacrilege. The Bull loves to have total control of the money, so keep your suggestions to yourself. -Don't push for an answer early on. Taurus likes to take his time, so wait for the right time. 5. Beautiful Me - Ever wondered how beauty is not always make-up dependent? Well, rejoice, that is the kind of beauty you are blessed with! Stop thinking of yourself as a stuffy old bull. Subtlety is your greatest strength, and this is the greatest head-turner! - Your dressing table is never cluttered. You don't scurry to buy the latest shade of lipstick. A trusted brand is what you prefer, and you would probably stick with a brand for ages. Though you are simple, you always have a trick up your sleeve. This is why you always manage to look beautiful. - With your steady gaze and flawless complexion, you should grow out your natural curls rahter than force them straight, or keep your nails trimmed short if you just know long and sexy won't work for you. Your adore the small, sensual pleasures of beauty -- sensual fabrics, natural, revitalizing skin creams and perfume with a woodsy, balsamic scent. - You prefer your hair flowing narutally over your shoulder or a loose tendril falling across your forehead. It's through these tiny but generous gestures of understated femininity that you as a Taurus assert your beauty. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Juz a small portion of my zodic readin that one of my friend send it to me... juz wana hav it posted so that i can share it with you guys so that all of u'll hav a better understandin towards me. anyway almost 99% of wat it describes abt me is quite true. Enjoy!!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ |
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MiCh3Ll M. [L]eft``To The Path Of HeR Dreams`` | 9:08 PM |
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10 more days to go b4 i'll b taking my driving test. kind of anxious n worried. m worried that i wont b able to pass... den i'll hav to go thru the same process of gettin a license again.... wont wan to waste that kind of time n money... so guys do pray for me ok???? didnt really do much this wk. had an amazin long rest. was feelin kind of giddy on wed so took 1/2 day to see a doc. den requested for 3 days mc. so didnt went to work on thu n fri. stay home on thu. went for driving lesson on fri mornin den went to np to visit ah beng. after which i went to tiong bahru for my acupuncture den to bugis to shop. didnt manage to get anything except for some peaceful moments. den met up with michelle n her friends, grace n dennis. got quite in good terms with them. went for dinner den to kbox. was kind of quite stunned with the amount of food they ordered. 6 dishes for 3 ppl. WOW!!! more den wat i'll usually hav for a day... haha... at kbox, grace sing damn well... heard that she will b goin for the next upcomin singapore idol! ' all the best to you, grace!!' had quite a great time together but unfortunately she has to leave early. so left michelle n me alone at k box. we had fun together until the staffs kept chasing us away. we paid $30 n at the end of the day we were being chased away. wat kind of services is this man.... anyway after that we went to hav a game of pool den michelle went home n i went to devils alone. its kind of a last min decision. wanted to dance, hav the urge to dance, the urge is so strong that i've to abandon michelle n went to devils alone. so managed to get arthur to send me over to devils. at devils i met my bro n a couple of friends there. drank with them. dance a little with them. den i ended up at the dance room alone when its R&B time. dance non stop from 345 till 550. think i'm kind of mad. but i really enjoy myself alot. was offered a drink by a guy but he was rejected by me. den after that he didnt dare to even look at me... haha... coward! den a few guys came over to dance with me but didnt really hav the guts to come near me... useless freaks!!!! anyway i cant blame them for being one. i look so unfriendly n so unapproachable. i'll applaude for those guys who managed to summon their courage to approach me... cos its not that easy to do it man.... especially someone like me.... anyway met a guy who looks quite cute. but when he open his mouth i feel like laughing. i cant help it. so didnt really hear what he says. so i asked him to repeat. n this time i've to refrain myself frm lookin at his teeth. i juz duno how to explain it but his teeth juz makes me wan to laugh... i cant help it. i'm not tryin to b mean. but i juz cant help it. hahahahahahaaha... i think after bein at dbl o n o bar for so long somehow i still prefer devils ba.... i duno y but mayb its bcos i knw that i'll b safe there. i knw almost all the bouncers n the mangers n some of the regulars. so m not really afraid of anyone... was actually kind of amazed how ppl at clubs actually got to knw one another. i was seated with my bro at one of the tables at the live room. n within the short 2 hrs. there're like 3 to 5 grps of ppl come n go. n we hav to introduce one another again n again. its like a circle....everyone will tend to introduce their friends ard. it doesnt matter if they knw one another well anot, they will juz do wat is required of them to... thats juz so.... so... normal??? somehow has being thinking abt this. why is it that life is jus so unfair??? all this while i've been tryin to lead myself into believin that life is fair. everyone will hav the same amt of good luck n bad luck in life n that everyone will hav their own advantage/expertise n disadvantage. e.g. for a pretty ger, she may b given the looks but somehow somewhere she may lack the things that she needs. for example, may b a happy family or friends. its until tdy when i went over to shunjie's place. my ex bf, my current good friend's place to visit his mum n my pup... its like she's such a nice n kind lady. she shld b blessed by GOD... but to me frm the way i look at it, she's like suffering. she's such a good mother, such an understanding lady. always looking out for ppl she knw n always taking other ppl's interest into consideration. but yet she cant really hav a legal n open relationship/marriage with her beloved 'husband', she has to live with someone else name for a decade b4 she decided to file for a divorce. n after the divorce, though she's a free woman she still stick to her beloved 'husband'. n always ill-treated by the man's official wife... this is so unjustified, so unfair... somehow life is juz so unfair. thinkin abt this, i think i've being very unfair to shunjie as well. i dun think i deserve such treatment frm him... its like i broke his heart yet he'll still care for me.. n listen to me... i needed his help in some things n he really go all the way out to help me. n when he knew that i'l b goin over to his place tdy he called to ask if everything is ok. n we chatted for awhile. n last nite he actually called to see if i'm at home cos he's ard my area n he thought of meeting me. who the hell will bothered abt meeting someone who hurt n break their heart. well!!! he did... hai... juz cant get over it... y isit that the world is so filled with ...... ..... (juz cant get the right word) watever it is... this is juz the way it is... hopefully someday GOD will do some justification to her.... Dear ger, my beloved michelle.... i'm so sorry for abandoning you on fri nite. but i juz cant help it... so i went ahead with my urge to go to devils... but do b assured that i really did enjoy myself. really did.... next time we will go kbox again ok??? we will go there early hopefully after my work so that we will b able to go for the k student... muz go b4 i grad otherwise i'll hav to pay extra le... haha... den who knws mayb i'll b leaving singapore soon. so try to meet up n build up a even stronger foundation for this everlasting friendship we hav k?? love you n do take care. anyway no worries for ur papers k.. cos if i can even passed without studyin wats there to worry, when u're so diligent.... hehe... u're not that stupid lo... in fact i think u're very smart. when i mean very, it means really very k??? will see you soon. when u get enough slp we will go k box den go clubbin k... hehe..... juz wan to get u to club... club more often n u'll see more diff diff kind of ppl, not ppl who will always poke their nose into their lecture notes. but ppl who will knw how to enjoy themselves... hehe... see ya soon...... |
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MiCh3Ll M. [L]eft``To The Path Of HeR Dreams`` | 11:33 PM |
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i've been a very good ger this whole wk. not a single day i was out late at all. always back home b4 12am... hehe... i'm so proud of myself. felt so happy yet at the same time i feel so lonely. was complaining to michelle on fri nite abt losing self confidence n being lonely. complaining that no one wans me. was kind of feelin really down. luckily she's there. haha... she actually encourage me n somehow help to reassure myself. den we met up yesterday for lunch at sakae, play a game of pool, watch sky high, shop abit, quarrel abit den went back to shop. every thing was fun even the quarrellin part. can u imagine she's the 1st person who stops me frm smokin. not allowing me to buy cigs. i was surprised. i mean i knw she dun like me to smoke but not to the extend of dun allowing me to buy cigs. haha... its so funny. we were at 7-11 n she forbids me to buy cigs, somehow we sounded very serious. so serious to the extend that the seller have to check ic cos someone is forbiddin me to buy cigs. haha... other den my parents she the 1st person to forbid me to buy cigs. haha... i think for now she's the only one with such ability ba. hopefully she's the 1st n last one. den somehow she told me i'm her best friend. somehow i was quite taken aback. cos all along i tot she's closer with meng or shuya. but i didnt expect her to say that i'm her best frien. to me she's the closest frien i've for so many yrs. closest as in, although we do not meet up often but whenever we meet up we will definitely hav topics to talk abt, when we quarrel, we will be fine once we change the topic. n its not easy to find someone who will b able to share the silent moment with u, well, at least i've one with me. michelle is one of them. we will still b able to feel comfortable even if we dun talk to one another but yet still hav one another's company. was actually quite glad that i've such a good frien like her. m stuck at home. feel so lonely. m all alone at home. all of a sudden i kind of miss fluffly, my dog that is being kept at my friend's hse. feel like goin over to take a look at it but feel so tired. how i wish that i've gotten my license den i'll b able to drive over. but unfortunately i've not gotten it yet. soon i'll b able to drive over. SOON!!!! hai... m really very tired. oh dear!!! but yet dun feel like stayin at home. how ah??? oh dear, god pls help me..... |
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MiCh3Ll M. [L]eft``To The Path Of HeR Dreams`` | 3:04 PM |
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spent a day with my parents n relatives. didnt really do much. but i'm kind of excited abt sth. my dad juz went to get a new sofa this afternoon. i was there. n i'm juz so in love with the new sofa. n guess wat? i was given the priviledge to chose the colour of the sofa n the decision to place the L shape sofa, if the L shld b placed on the right or on the left. its like i'm practically the one who's purchasing it. well!!! i think thats suppose to b the way, cos i'm always the one who use the sofa instead of my parents. hehe... den at the same time i saw the ideal sofa that i wanted to place in my room. my mum almost wanted to get for me. but my dad said NO.... well!! there's a reason behind it. reason being that the quality of the sofa is not up to standard, thus it wont last long. no point getting it. so will try to look out for a better one. i believe that if i found a better one, there's a very high possibility that my dad will actually dun mind getting it for me. juz somehow feel that my parents really really dotes on me alot. kind of startin to feel the bond now. they are 19 yrs late. but i believe if both parties put in effort we will b able to make it. somehow in the past i'm not willing to giv them the chance. but come to think of it, i cannot accept the fact that wat if one day i were to lose them n den i'll start to regret it. i dun wana hav that kind of feeling. frankly speaking, i think i'm kind of fortunate. so far for the past 19 yrs i've not hav the feelin of losing anyone yet. losin them as in physically, being reminded that i can never see them n feel their presence anymore. i duno wat kind of feelin will that b. at least when my bf leave me, somehow i still knw that they're living their life out there, livin it to the fullest, n that they're really happy. at least they are still alive, at least i'll still hav the chance to see them one day. but losing someone is very different. u've to face the fact that they are no longer ard, unable to see them, feel them, hear them or even come in contact with them anymore. i seriously wonder wat will happen to me if one day they are to be really gone. i kwn that this day will come n somehow i'll hav to survive thru it. but still i'll ponder abt it. i duno if i'll b able to accept it anot, cos to me they are my dearest, at the same time they're my pillar of strenght n my comforter. they're always there to support me, take care of me, in their own way. cant really feel it in the past but i started to realise it, since the day Kok Hong(my 1st bf) leave me, n subsequently all other events that happened. really love them!!! but somehow i'll still ill-treat them... haha.... especially my mum. she's juz too nice n i'll start to take it for granted. i knw that i'm wrong, but i juz cant seem to stop myself frm doin it, in fact i'm startin to get worst. i'm starting to order her ard, to do my biddin. its like i'm so bad, but i juz cant seem to stop myself frm doin it. tts y i say, one day if she were to leave, i seriously duno wat will become of me. anyway, the fortune teller says that some misfortune will befall my mum in abt another 5 yrs time, n she may not b able to survive thru it. so will need some festive occasion to help her thru. n one of the festive occasion will b marriage in our family. so its either my bro or me. if by then this really happen, n my bro is not plannin to get married, i think i'll juz married anyone who will wans to marry me. haha... in the past i'll never sacrifice myself for my family, but nowadays i realise i dun mind doin all these for them. although i'm always throwin tamtrums ard, but i kwn deep dwn i still love them, but this is juz the way i show them that i love them. by showing some actions that its not too obvious. somehow i realise this part of me resembles my dad alot. my dad wont say that he loves n cares abt us, but there're always alot of times whereby he'll do some small little actions to show that he loves n respect us. eg, this afternoon when we went to get the sofa, i was being given all the rights to make the decision of purchasin the sofa. usually my dad will b the one who make the decision but now he leave all the decision to me, n my dad will keep feedin me with food juz like my mum. he will b worried. n even when he's very full he'll still accompany me to dinner juz bcos i wanted to hav my dinner. tts like juz so my dad. i really admire n love my parents alot. how i wish one day that i'll juz hav a husband like my dad. someone who knws abt practically everything that i duno of, loves n cares for me n my family, will do his best in everything. haha... will there really b such a guy. i juz wan someone who resembles my dad. i wont giv a damn abt his looks, as long as he will b like my dad that will b enough. for the whole of the 25 yrs of marriage, my dad never had an affair b4. at least since the day i was born i knw he didnt, cos he always hang out at the same place, with the same ppl. is either that or he'll b at home, or with my mum. how is it possible for him to hav an affair? but if he were to really hav an affair, i'll consider him a genius. cos no one knws abt it... hahahahaha.... somehow feel very grateful to my parents. i'm so stubborn, ill tempered, demandin, someone filled with so many short comings n yet they are jus so willin to accept me for who i'm. instead of abandonin me, they stay by my side when i needed them most n supported me when i was doin fine. not many ppl can accept me for who i'm. n they always tend to do their best in tryin to get me wat i wan. i didint say it n i try to act blind, cos i didnt wan to admit this care n concern frm them as i feel that they shld do it cos they gav birth to me. but now i started to realise it n i really appreciate it cos i believe no one in this world will love me as much as they do. I Love you, papa n mummy. Love you throughout eternity. No one, n i seriously mean no one will b able to replace you both in my heart, not even my future husband. somehow i start to feel so fortunate to hav u guys as my parents, n i even feel proud of it. but there's juz one thing that i dun like that is, the gambling part. juz quit this habit n everythin will b fine. Love you both n i truely mean it. MUACK!!! |
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MiCh3Ll M. [L]eft``To The Path Of HeR Dreams`` | 9:20 PM |
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juz came back back frm my driving lesson. gona hav my tp in dec. but till now i hav not even bein into the circuit yet. wonder how m i goin to pass??? haha... so i'll need to focus more on my driving lessons n nth else. finally quit my job at xchange. need time to rest, plus dun really like the management there n hav lots of disagreements with jimmy... so see no point in staying. might as well leave. the moment i step out of xchange, i kind of regretted my decision. i knw i'll miss everyone there n the chance of gettin to knw more ppl. but yet at the same time i kind of feel relieved. at least i knw now i'll hav sufficient time to rest n that my mum will stop naggin. its a good thing after all, i think. haha... now i'm tryin to convince myself that i've made the right decision. wat an ass hole. no matter wat, wats done is done. there's no way in changin it. now the best way to deal with it, is to make the best out of the decision that i've made. so i will focus on my drivin, my job n my healing. meet up with pieter yesterday for lunch. was actually quite surprised that he called to ask me out for lunch. didnt expect that. den met up with sky for dinner, follow which i met up with louis for coffee. had quite a pack schedule yesterday.... was supposed to meet up with sky for lunch today. but that idiot was unable to wake up on time so i ended having lunch with reena at sakae sushi. while we're having our lunch, the food reminds me of the last time i had sushi at bugis sakae sushi. i was with panda having the sushi buffet. thinking back, it was so sweet. memories are good. but hateful at the same time, cos being humans we will tend to wan to hav that kind of feeling n situation back again. we will tend to imagine n fantasize but after awhile u'll juz wake up n once again we will hav to face the reality. for my case i'll start to ask myself, 'what if....' haha... a never ending question that leads from one to another. actually i was thinking, how can a man flirt with another woman when he's married. wont he feel guilty??? anyway i had this used to b xchange customer, he's married n he actually dare to send me a sms sayin that he cant seems to get me out of his mind. n keep asking for a date. hmmm.... if lets say i didnt knw that he's married den thats still ok. but the problem is that i knw that he's married n that i've actually had a conversation with his wife b4. well! all thanx to jimmy, keep askin me to call him, to get him to pick me up. so when i called him, his wife picked up the phone n she asked who m i, juz reply her sayin that i'm michelle, tell kennth its michelle n he'll knw who it is. ya so that's how we got our 1st conversation. juz dun understand MAN. or rather can i say that i dun understand myself anymore. i mean in the past i wanted a relationship that enables both parties to hav an affair outside as long as at the end of the day they knw that deep dwn in their heart, they hav one another. but after standing at an outsiders point of view, i think this will hurt alot of ppl. hai... i seriously duno wat m i thinking anymore. anyway juz live life as it is. thats the way it is. n settle watever situations that is being given to you. face it bravely n settle it with dignity. thats the way to lead life. all of a sudden, kind of miss han wei, wesley, pieter n robin. haha... duno y but this feelin juz comes n goes, as fast as lightning. haha... i juz wana live my life as it is, n i juz cant wait for my attachment to end. oh dear, when den will it end... hai... oh ya!! hopefully the dress that reena saw is of my size n that it is still not sold. its a mango dress. i think it will b very suitable for my cousin wedding dinner n for my graduation nite as well... juz cant wait to go n take a look at it tml. need to slp now. kind of tired. tata my friends. good nite n sweet dreams. oh ya! Louis, do take care of urself k? try not to eat overnight food. dun think ur stomach is as strong as mine. haha... so dun act strong k? drink more water n rest well... oh ya do study well as well. i wana see u taking ur honors. dun wana u stop at juz ur the degree alone k? i knw u can do it. cos i believe so. Take Care n all the best!!! catch up with ya soon. oh ya! i wana watch the chicken show n the juz like heaven. think the last time we went for a movie together was very very long time ago. see if its possible we will go catch the show together k? good night. |
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MiCh3Ll M. [L]eft``To The Path Of HeR Dreams`` | 10:18 PM |
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damn it! i feel so ugly now. so damn bloody ugly. i duno how to explain this. but juz feel it. due to this ugliness i dun dare to step out of my hse. juz wana stay at home n rot away. really wonder how m i suppose to get rib of this feeling. i hate it. i dun like to feel like this. totally sucks like hell man... wana go n get a couple of stuffs for my room. 1) a air freshener 2) a queen size bed. 3) a new cupboard 4) a new writing table. 5) a small 2 seater sofa wana change my whole room. gona paint my room black n white. den gona divide my room into 2 parts. ratio is abt 2:5. it will b divided by a black translucent cloth. den the small portion which will b near the door will b for visitors used. will place the 2 seater sofa there n mayb a television. den for the bigger space area i'll place my queen size bed, small writing table which will hav my note book on it, n cupboard. still considering if i shld place my shelves at the visitors corner or the other area... hai... but kind of excited abt this new change to my room hehe... think will look quite nice ba... haha... seriously i juz cant wait. but all this involves money. anyway my mum promise to get me the queen size bed. so left the others. i think i'll save up n get the rest myself ba. hai... at least thats sth that i can look forward to. otherwise life is so boring. oh ya need to look for ppl to help me paint my room as well. but i think i'll only start paintin it when i got all my stuffs ba... hai... oh ya.. wana get some vcds as well. life is kind of boring. wana watch some shows. hehe... hai... its money again. always abt money.. damn sick of it but still hav to live with it... |
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MiCh3Ll M. [L]eft``To The Path Of HeR Dreams`` | 6:35 PM |
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its a wed nite n a public holiday eve n i'm stuck at home. or rather i chose to stay at home. was asked to go o bar with edison, or dbl o with robin. but somehow i chose to stay at home. wasnt really keen in goin anywhere. not really in the mood to go clubbing. but somehow was tempted. but m damn lazy to change n dress up. so shld b staying at home ba. m damn bloody pissed with jimmy, my boss frm xchange. he's such an ass hole. on mon nite, i was havin gastric pain n i still helped him out all the way till 3.40 am whereby we only get paid till 3am. den i wanted to leave but he's not willin to let me go, not willing to pay for my cab fare. he asked me to ask cheryl to get her frien to send me home. but i dun think the guy is willin lo. den he kept tryin to get other guys to send me home. juz trying to find ways n means to save up for the cab fare. but did he consider the danger of gettin any guy to send his waitress home? how can he do that? its like i can juz leave but i didnt. i chose to stay n help out cos they are really in need of man power. but see wat happen... all i got back was to pay my own cab fare. wat the hell!!!! den i didnt wan to go to wk tdy. so i look for excuses for it. den now he's tellin me that he's gona cut my pay... wat the hell!!! watever... anyway i think i need to do some calculations. den if i can manage my own salary den mayb i'm gona stop working at xchange. i need the rest n to recover at the same time. lookin more n more haggard. need to make sure that i look good for my interview after i graduate. haha... otherwise no one will wana employ me. by den things may get worst. think most pro will work till end of this mth or next mth. hav no choice. really need time to recover. otherwise at the end of the day the amt of money that i'm earnin will not b enough for me to pay for my medical bills. earlier went to see a chinese phyician. was told that my skin sensitivity was bein inherited by my parents. den i went for the acupuncture. n bought medicine for 7 days. its my 1st time having the acupuncture. i didnt knw that i cant move so when i lifted my fingure, it hurts like mad. i almost teared. but in the end i managed to pull through the whole process. goin back on fri again. this is damn torturious but as long as i can get well i think its worth it. hai... m startin to miss alot of ppl. i think i'm gettin damn bored. so bored to the extend juz now i was flirting with robin on the phone. he has a gf now. den we actually chatted abt not bein too serious in a relationship cos we've bein hurt b4. den i say that i wan a BF n he's suppose to help me look out for one. den he asked for my criteria. i say as long as he's a nice guy n he likes me, thats it. guess wat's his reply! he say 'ME loh' i reminded him that he's attached. den he says ya... but even if he's not attach, dun think we will b together. i told him this, if he's not attached mayb i'll go after him. he was stunned. i was stunned as well... i didnt expect myself to say this. haha... but robin is a nice guy. very nice guy. mature enough. wats more we're able to get along quite well. i think that's the most impt thing of all. den he says wait till he break off with this gf den we will talk abt it. by then i think i'm already attached. haha... no la... see how it goes. still dun intend to get attach yet. part of me wans a bf, the other part of me wans to b left alone. haha... anyway i think the age of my social grp is gettin older n older. practically all the ppl i hang out with are at least 24 n above. wat the hell is wrong with me man???? hai... but anyway it has bein like this since i'm young. so no big deal abt that. but seriously speaking i cant seem to find anyone below 23 hanging out with me. even louis is 26. hai.... i feel so old yet young. oh my god... hai.... anyway rite now i juz wana get well, slim down, slp well, n earn enough to spend can le. den mayb try hard enough to get into SIA ba. haha... hopefully i can get in so that i can start to fulfuill my dream le. my dream of travelling round the world. juz hope so. so GOD pleas be merciful n let me heal. as i say i promise to quit smokin n drinkin. but all this takes time. anyway i'll quit but will drink n smoke occasionally during special occasions k? this is a pact. anyway hav not being buyin cig for like 2 wks le. so once i stop wkin at xchange i think i can stop totally le. same goes for drinkin. so see how it goes. getting very tired. gona slp le. good nite. |
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MiCh3Ll M. [L]eft``To The Path Of HeR Dreams`` | 9:51 PM |